Please God, let me meet her. All I want to do is to found animu garfield I know exists after taking hella Salvia. She's sweet and shy and my age (power dynamics) and likes all the things I do,perhaps is even on this site itself. Who won't secretly think I'm a loser, the girl a can cuddle with( even if only possible online) and spent nights talking to and laughing and sharing lasagna. Someone who can reciprocate the love I put in, the who i can make feel safe and secure unconditionally and fill this gaping, empty lasagna-less void in my stomach. Please just let me find animu garfield, I'll change everything about if thats what it takes, please I just can't take the loneliness anymore...