So I made a post here about a month ago asking for help because I was struggling through life and couldn't figure out why. I had like literally $0. Y'all helped me keep the lights on and covered the co-pay for a doctor's appointment. They said I probably definitely have ADHD, but since I'm on state insurance they've been giving me antidepressants and SNRIs and all that because they "can't" prescribe the first-line treatment.

Going on wellbutrin and strattera and qelbree fucked me up, and so did coming off them. The doctor is now trying to give me another non-stimulant and I'm about to break, honestly. Getting to work was much much harder with the horrible nausea and headaches and I just had to stop taking the drugs but now I'm feeling actually fucking depressed. It's like these drugs pumped me full of happy chemicals and then stopping ripped it all away. I've even been strongly craving alcohol which is scary because I'm 7 months sober.

Anyway, I have an appointment with a real psychiatrist in 27 days, and I'm really trying to white knuckle to get there, but I'm really struggling to keep up to date on my bills. Asking for money fucking sucks and I hate that I'm in this situation but I don't know what else to do. I appreciate any and all help and also any advice too.

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