I just got back inside from burying him. I put him in the yard near the deck so I'll always know where he is and I can visit him.

He was my best friend and the best cat you could ever ask for. Not a mean bone in his entire body. He never bit, scratched or growled. He was a cuddle bug right up until yesterday when he came and kneaded on me before bed last night.

We got him back in 2012 from a petsmart. Originally we planned on getting another cat but Wolfie won us over, he just looked so cute in his cage lying on his back. I remember the other cat jumping on him.

He loved butter and anything diary and would always pester me when I was having milk or cheese. Just 2 weeks ago he jumped up on the counter and took shredded cheese out of a bag.

He always had health problems. When he was young we had to have his teeth pulled due to infection. And his stomach had always bothered him. I wonder if that played a role in his death.

I was with him at the end giving him pets as I watched him take his final breaths.

I love you my little peanut head and hope to see you again someplace better when I pass on to.

  • Carcharodonna [she/her]
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    16 hours ago

    meow-hug I’m so sorry. I know how awful it is to lose a pet, and I hope you’re hanging in there okay.

    • SorosFootSoldier [he/him, they/them]
      hexagon
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      16 hours ago

      I'm at peace right now but earlier on I was really going through it. But I know how weird grief can be having lost my mom, it isn't an all the time thing.