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  • Provastian_Jackson [he/him]
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    4 years ago

    The kitchen I'm working at has an herb garden. So they had me go out and pick some tarragon or something. And I could not recognize it coming out of the ground. I'm used to seeing in a plastic bag. I was just picking and tasting random leaves of anything that looked remotely close.

      • Provastian_Jackson [he/him]
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        4 years ago

        good question. because I misrepresented on my resume that my former restaurant was much more upscale than it actually was. They think I'm much more experienced than I actually am.

          • Provastian_Jackson [he/him]
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            4 years ago

            Yeah it's not sustainable. But it's a temporary gig, Nov 1 last day. I bluffed my way into the kitchen. And they are always watching my work. So much scrutiny all the time. I had to make it long enough where their wasn't enough time to replace me if I did keep fucking up. Now that there's just a few week left, I've loosened up a lot.

            No there's no way I could keep that up if it was a job I intended to keep

              • Provastian_Jackson [he/him]
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                4 years ago

                Confidence is overrated. I have zero confidence, high anxiety but when I absolutely threw myself into a situation it instantly stopped me thinking, just reflex reflex reflex.