Its not my normal, too depressed or tired to do anything from work. I'm just done. Done with everything. I don't have in me anymore to even endure anything. I'm just sad over a wasted life. I don't even care that there is nothing I can do. I don't have it in me to even think about trying. I just want to lay down and die. I don't care about any future that won't come.
I'm sorry. I don't have the fight in me, I never did and everything makes me feel worse and I can't find anything to enjoy.
I wish that wasn't the case, but it's not like there is any mercy to be found for a person like me. Its not like I would be able to work 1 less hour,suffer one less thing. I don't know. Nothing is ever going to change.