thank god for my therapist, without her i would have absolutely no sense of sanity or affirmation at all.

my mom is still very against me taking estrogen and has basically said she can't bear to live with me if i decide to take it. it's weird because she's not really kicking me out, she just wants us to get separate studio apartments... while neither of us have a job (living off my unemployment bennies plus money from a well-off friend of hers) which makes getting accepted for an apartment that isn't a shitbox unlikely at best.