people are saying such shitty things about me. ill probably delete this, but can some of my comrades just give me a pep talk if your up to in. I know logically I love this place and this is a bad day, but I cant stop crying, i do so much work going out, doing mutual aid, supporting union drives, working with the dsa and psl ect and it doesn't fucking matter because as soon as I vent about the class of people who are giving me a hard time IM somehow stopping racial solidarity from happening. it hurts so bad and makes everything feel so pointless. i feel so disposable. im not gonna debate anyone i just want to chat with nice comrades who care. im actually crying hard over internet shit maybe its my sign to leave.

edit: THANK YOU for the out pouring of love comrade, here, in my dms, and on cytube. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I will be staying. I will be taking a break after this sundays fanon post (its the last one and BEST chapter hope i can see you there) but I shall return even more powerful than before. you guys are amazing thank you again to everyone committed to making this a safe space for BIPOC people to express themselves.

    • UlyssesT [he/him]
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      10 months ago

      It'll probably be better for you than getting upset over some internet stuff

      fry

      (and I say this as someone you actively shit on in another thread)

      You just made this to draw attention to yourself, try to derail the thread's purpose, and hypocrically demonstrate that you're still upset over whatever internet stuff you just brought up here. congratulations

        • UlyssesT [he/him]
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          10 months ago

          I don't know. But as I quoted, seemed the bringer of bad takes had some more bad takes.

          Previously it was some sophistic Trot-adjacent babbling about how nothing in society could improve, even somewhat, until the technology behind the treats was more to their liking. The kind of self described "materialists" that try to derail any leftist activism or organization in favor of "wait for better treats" are a cognitohazard.

          • Othello [comrade/them, love/loves]
            hexagon
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            10 months ago

            yeah i called them an incel after they said that the left needed early 2000s pickup artist and that fascism was gonna win because the left isnt helping men get laid, and other incel things. then they went through my post history to find a conversation talking about my mental health and therapy. I made a joke about needing an older womens approval, a joke about my mother issues, and they made it sexual and accused me of misogyny, and then accused me of abelism for calling them a freak in response. whatever they are staying blocked, hopefully they cant slip through again.

            • UlyssesT [he/him]
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              10 months ago

              yeah i called them an incel after they said that the left needed early 2000s pickup artist and that fascism was gonna win because the left isnt helping men get laid,

              Sounds like a Jordan Peterson cultist. Dr. Professor Lobster Md. PhD Esquire proposed government issued sex workers/slaves "as the price of civilization" to supposedly prevent school shootings. Mind you, Dr. Professor Lobster Md. PhD Esquire preached for years about the evils of any social safety net or government programs to help the needy. Imagine someone suffering malnutrition and living in the street but having some government-issued waifu just standing there uncomfortably. kombucha-disgust

              I've always despised that user, but that's a new low for them.

          • kristina [she/her]
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            10 months ago

            the whole point of revolution is taking existing tech, picking the winners to focus on, and putting a fuckton of scientists that are passionate about it on the job that wouldnt otherwise be able to because capitalism did not prioritize the tech (which should be beneficial to many people) well enough.

            im just glad that china is big and consolidated enough that this isnt just a hypothetical is some trotskyists head, people are already doing this shit. also the shit about society not being able to improve is so america brained, sometimes i feel like im in a fucking different world because im a dual citizen. believe it or not, the rest of the world is not as brainfucked as the great satan

        • 1nt3rd1m3nt10n4l [he/him]
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          10 months ago

          My suspicion is that it's a thing where you can't see them, but they can see you. Admittedly, sounds like a bad design choice.