This is why I find it pathetic when people in my family as well as other Asians want to be a capital C conservative. They will never accept you. It’s called “perpetual foreigner” for a reason. At best you will be useful in translating stupid shit and snitching on random liberal Asians who you think are CCP agents. But then once that’s over, you’ll be next because they will never trust us. The average westerner can’t even tell the “good Asians” from the “bad Asians” unless they see your anime drawing skills.