Mainly here, but now that i think about it IRL sucks too. Its far too fucking easy for me to get mad, especially if someone found a trauma trigger. Being a communist sucks as an autistic person in general, im doomed to be shit at it. Won't stop me from trying, though.
Struggle sessions aren't enjoyable and its ok to not like them but at the same time we need to be fighting against liberalism and counter revolutionary thought.
A proper debate where people present their arguments and reasoning based on materialism and backed by marxist theory without getting emotional and devolving into petty name calling is good for the community. It makes us all better communists. The problem is that as people we have ego issues and liberal brainworms and we take offense when either get stepped on.