Smoking weed has actually become a lot more chill and anxiety free after i started transitioning. I don't know how much of that is psychological and how much is hormonal, it's usually a bit of both with these things, but i guess what i'm saying is if weed makes you paranoid you should consider if taking estrogen is right for you.

Well, not really, but it makes perfect sense that being an egg and having untreated dysphoria and not being able to understand who i am made smoking weed a lot less comfortable for me, and i wouldn't rule out that there's something out there for other people as well that would make it easier for them to worry less and chill out more if they could find out what it is and fix that.