Every moment I don't spend doing one of the few things I enjoy feels like a waste. "I do not enjoy life" it's fuckin hard to when the things you enjoy cost $$$$$$$$ and everything else fuckin sucks. I enjoy life for a few hrs a week when I manage to say be outside or playing a board game. But once the activity ends the mehhhh decends.
Every moment I don't spend doing one of the few things I enjoy feels like a waste. "I do not enjoy life" it's fuckin hard to when the things you enjoy cost $$$$$$$$ and everything else fuckin sucks. I enjoy life for a few hrs a week when I manage to say be outside or playing a board game. But once the activity ends the mehhhh decends.