This question has been devouring my mind forever now. I am at all of the intersections of privilege: a financially comfortable cishet cracker man in the imperial core. The only way I could be more privileged would be if I was bourgeois. I'm aware enough to know that my way of life is only possible due to the subjugation of others both here and abroad (even if I've so far put off reading theory to better understand how that works like Fanon, Amin, and Cope), but I am so entrenched in a social circle of people that consists almost entirely of protofash or cryptofash. Instead of challenging them on stuff all the time, I regularly let things slide - if not feed into it. The closest I can eke out anymore is spouting back the vile shit they imply rephrased to be completely mask off and feigning agreeing with them. Instead of shocking them, this seems to please them more, and I'm not sure if I'm "feigning" agreeing with this shit so much as actually agreeing with it.
To give you an idea of the level of kkkrakkkery we're dealing with here, I'll rattle off some things I remember off the top of my head:
- Saying Tortuguita (I'm using his name, it's not like they fucking knew it) had it coming when he got shot protesting cop city. In fact, they have no issue with cop city at all.
- Saying that redlining was effective at "isolating the problem" with respect to a very poor town in the county I live in. When I asked if he considered redlining based, he answered in the affirmative.
- Celebrating the shiny sparkly treatsball district that is being built in our city, displacing shittons of people living there in an act of gigagentrification.
- Regularly making jokes about "indians", e.g. "Bruh sickass gun, bruh imagine if you were using that gun to fight indians".
- Large, prominently placed blue lives matter car window sticker
- Going on about how important it is to keep property values high
- Trying to convince me to invest in starting a meme coin that we could attract investors with and and then sell our coins in what is, after me asking him multiple times, "not a rugpull"
- Spouting off about how Pakistan is invading the UK because all the people immigrating there are military age males
- Always referring to undocumented immigrants as "illegals"
- Celebrating a bill to fund a local LGBT center being shut down due to some made up sex predator bullshit whipped up by libs of tiktok
I'm becoming more and more convinced that the vast majority of my already pretty small friend group should get the wall. At the same time, I find it hard to justify cutting them out of my life because they haven't done toxic shit to me and I've known these people most of my life. It doesn't help that I still live with my parents in my hometown and that they're the only people I see somewhat regularly in addition to my parents and a hand full of extend family. No matter how I try to justify it to myself, by handling this problem as I currently am, I am committing a serious liberalism.
What's tearing me apart is that I know that while me sticking to the status quo is infinitely easier and more comfortable than getting involved organizing, having principles, and sticking my neck out - something that is guaranteed to alienate me from basically everyone in my life. But I also know, even from a selfish perspective, that the knowledge that I was too much of a coward to actually help make a better world will be torture the further in life I go. It's already torture now.
I've talked to my therapist about cutting people out because of politics and she said it wasn't worth it, but she's also a lib, so I'm not inclined to trust her on that one.
Edit: Thank you to those who answered. You've all given me a lot of food for thought, and it's comforting to know there are options I can take besides the nuclear one. I've already been paying the highest dues tier to a local Marxist org but had stopped reaching out to them, partly due to my depression and partly because it's hard for me to rouse myself to drive into the city. The last time I had done anything with them in meatspace was some canvassing to support the UPS strike. They do have online meetings though, so that at least gives me a way to stay involved even if I can't rouse myself.
Apologies for not directly replying to anyone's comments. Trying to think of good responses for comments on an effort post is hard.
look, your friends suck. but letting them slide has almost no political effect. This is not a "combat liberalism" situation: these are not party members. We are not going to achieve socialism by convincing people one at a time to have the right ideas. You should investigate whatever leftist orgs are around you. There may be local chapters of
You should go investigate for yourself. See what's out there, talk to them, join whatever seems good. Joining an org does not mean you become a Marxist robot and alienate all your friends. Everyone has a job and a life outside of activism; after all we are the working class. It's like a four hour a week commitment and you'll feel better if you're engaging in meaningful political struggle. You'll also get better at talking to people about socialism, if that's something you want to do with your friends. To address your title question:
You can be a principled person who actually acts to fight injustice if you act to fight injustice. Baby steps, nobody is born a good communist. You are probably going to continue materially benefiting from others' suffering - you can't opt out of capitalism - but there is a "silver lining" in that you can use these advantages for communism. E.g. labor aristocrats are less likely to be drawn to the left, but once you're already here you have more time/money/energy for the cause.
I in fact became a marxist robot and alienated all my friends, can't really recommend
Musta been funny watching me call people DOGS OF THE US EMPIRE for making "north korea personality cult" jokes though.