Title mostly.
I'm doing fine right now, had an argument with my brother but overall I got my path forward ironed out, but I can't shake the feeling that all of what I do is just some pathological need to stumble forward into what I'm supposed to do but rather than actually being a meaningful calling or direction.
Maybe I'm just depressed.
Yeah, man. Meaningful callings that also pay your bills are few and far between. It's capitalism baby best system in da world
I'm on antidepressants!
Yeah, I guess after I graduated I thought I would feel better about this sort of thing but that really hasn't helped.
I've been thinking about seeking professional help.