Title mostly.
I'm doing fine right now, had an argument with my brother but overall I got my path forward ironed out, but I can't shake the feeling that all of what I do is just some pathological need to stumble forward into what I'm supposed to do but rather than actually being a meaningful calling or direction.
Maybe I'm just depressed.
Yeah, I guess after I graduated I thought I would feel better about this sort of thing but that really hasn't helped.
I've been thinking about seeking professional help.