Yeah, what the title says. I absolutely never lie about how I spend the money I receive on here. I can get one for less than $5, but would really prefer to get a $5 packs. You guys have seen me post often enough, I always try to make it clear how important something is or isn't. I'm going to level with you all, my life is going absolutely terribly right now. I am currently drunk writing this because I relapsed this week. I haven't taken my psych meds in days, I've just been drinking through the withdrawals. I already got my stepkids covered, they have food and all their needs covered, y'all know I do my best for those fuckers. No starving kids this time. If someone has a starving kid, please ignore me.

I used to have a habit to smoke a ciggy every time I took one of my psych meds. Not a healthy habit, but it got me to take my psych meds. I've finally middle grounded myself to "I'll get back on meds if I can get a cigarette." and no way to get cigs. I normally wouldn't be so dramatic about some smokes, but I know if I don't get back on my shit I'm going to end up dying by my own hand. I can't keep going without meds. I need to make this negotiation with myself.

DM me for any payment info, and if you guys just wanna try to convince me to actually take the meds that'd probably be about as good as money. I feel so bad asking for something so stupid, but I need to start taking my meds again. This is going to ruin my life again if I can't stop it.