Just the title. I've been pulling some crazy all-nighters and I'm absolutely exhausted, and I'm remembering a time when I could comfortably say "fuck off" without any mixed feelings. Now I feel some perverse responsibility to kill myself for our project and I kind of hate myself for it.
Usually have more job security in smaller orgs in my experience but they’re always incredibly dysfunctional. Large orgs run like clockwork, but there’s always a risk of being a victim of RIF (I guess that’s why org really but large orgs do them seemingly at random)