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I think we were only ever supposed to be friends/fwb. Texting for 6 months, IRL for 2. But I think they realized I fell in love with them at some point. I don't know when myself but it was very clear at least for sure after I saw them perform live for the first time in 1+ years at their invitation
But there were other things other than their show. They would kiss me on the forehead during sex (lol whyyy), they asked me "What are we?" one night out of nowhere, very open laid bare feelings and thoughts
They told me they wanted to just be friends this morning. I don't have the life experiences or perspectives they want, the creative artistic energy to match theirs, nor the love or passion put into my life
I'm "too self-deprecating, too devoid of love with what I do in life"
"I want to date older people who will help me grow. I've been transitioning for 9 years yet you're a baby trans at just 1"
Sounds like you dodged a bullet fwiw