In 5 days it will be a month since he passed and it still feels like yesterday he was here. I still wake up in the morning looking for him or when I get food out of the fridge expecting him to come looking for butter. I miss my cat to hell and most days I'm good at keeping myself occupied and distracted but today it just didn't work and I longed for him.
Here a picture of him for you hexbear I don't think I ever shared. I love you Wolfie.
I'm so sorry comrade, I felt similar feelings when my old dog died
I felt like I had lost a part of myself when she died and I'd be lying if I said that I don't still feel that way even if those feelings don't surface as much as they did 5 or 6 years ago when the pain was still fresh
These days the best and worst times are when I see her in my dreams and I'm happy because I get my dog back but even if my brain can momentarily forget the truth in dreams my heart cannot so I always start crying in the dream and remember that she's really gone
I can completely relate to looking over at the spot they would usually be out of habit, definitely was doing that for a few months
I just wish I could help
Thanks for letting me share and relating, it means a lot.
It really is a lovely picture of him, the look in his eyes is so sweet but also intelligent and his tail was so fluffy
He was very smart! He always knew what you were up to and he'd keep tabs on me, wouldn't leave me alone when I'd go into the kitchen, his domain.