-at first i was shy, didn't have themes for conversation and bad self-esteem

-after that, i tried to be a PUA, and i failed to build my harem even when i talked with more women and i was funnier in those two years than the previous rest of my life, i had some little moments, but basically i failed to "brainwash" women with NLP to love me

i don't know the reason after all that. maybe i'm a unlucky man, because (i think) i'm not ugly, i developed a good size of social skills, i'm more extroverted and i can be funny. so i can't help myself of direct my anger to all the people who talks about "just develop more social skillz, bro!" it's not enough, i'm telling you