I dont know what community to post this in but here goes. I made my alarm clock in the morning birds chirping, because I like birds and thought it would be a good sound to wake up to. Wrong. The sound of birds chirping now gives me anxiety :deeper-sadness: because I hate waking up. This morning I awoke to the sounds of birds outside by window an hour before my alarm is set to go off. My other alarm sounds are really fucking weird and I dont like them. I hate it here.
There was a skylight in the apartment I used to live, and birds would land and walk on it in the morning. The sound of their claws on the window panel was somewhere between hail and nails on a chalkboard. Truly terrifying.