Hey, all. As stated in the title, I got my master's. I owe a lot to this site's community to keep me going and safe from being gaslit.
If it would help people, I would love to share my knowledge and experience about graduate school, writing spaces, or anything that might interest you. Here are some details that might invite questions (that won't doxx me):
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My focus was Prose/Fiction
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To complete the master's I had to turn in a novel as my thesis.
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I volunteered in the anti-racist program in my Creative Writing Department and handled some cases of in-class discrimination issues.
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Some of my peers are boomers and/or libs and I workshopped with them.
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I took courses on teaching Creative Writing, if you want some general advice.
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I was only made aware of the CIA's history of influencing writing programs during my final semester.
If you have any questions, I'm happy to answer them or go into more detail.
It was very helpful, thanks. Maybe, as a related follow-up question: How do you get to actually putting out pages? I often find myself stuck conceiving of world-building details or mostly disconnected scenes instead of, y'know just writing something down, coherently. I just end up collecting notes, little scraps of ideas or half thought-out moods/scenes; never revisiting them or fleshing them out to something readable.
It can't just be a lack of personal drive, right? right?
One thing I'm still trying to overcome is perfectionism. It's still there and it nags me constantly, but one strategy I've developed is to allow the criticism on the page in parentheses and moving on from it.
For example: "The soft curves (feels cliche) of the river reminded him of a calligrapher's pen stroke (One word? Two?)."
Then I can go back by doing ctrl+f on the '(' parenthesis to see if I still hate something or know how to improve it. And this is incredibly helpful if you're trying to do worldbuilding. Can't think of a specific place or spell name yet? Put (spell name) or (fantasy creature), (whatever) and come back to it when you've developed your world more. I know it's tempting to have everything together before you start, but you're going to have to go back and fix things anyway. First drafts are almost always terrible.
If you're writing chapter-by-chapter, another thing I've seen as helpful is to write down what you want to happen next - either later in the chapter, or in the next one. This helped me to cooldown from 'actual writing' and it gave me a starting point when I got back to it. It's a nightmare to stare at the next chapter only to have a blank page and a vague recollection of where you left off.
And the notes you have are really useful too. When I was working on my novel, I had the current chapter I was working on in one window and my worldbuilidng rules/guidelines open in another. Then when I had questions or realized I had details that would help or questions that came up (one example was how high does a light source have to be for it to be visible from 100 miles away), I can refer to that page.
Another thing is that some people do better with outlines while others can freely write as they go. Neither way is better, and sometimes people do both. It's finding what works for you. If I'm being honest, I had a vague idea of parts 1, 2, 3, and 6 when I broke it down. I followed my outlines until the end of the first half and struggled to reach the end in the way I described above.
And give yourself some credit - if you're working on worldbuilding and things like that, it's still writing. You're putting together consistency and paving over plotholes. It's just a matter of finding the best strategy for you.
Thank you for your words, it's genuinely helpful. From the bottom of my heart: all the best with your novel, hopefully I can read it someday.
I'm glad I helped. I hope I can read your writing too.
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