I'm 29 years old, Male, introverted. Skinny and average looking I suppose. I haven't dated since the 11th grade which was 2011. I had my heart broken so badly I didn't wanna experience that ever again. I'm what you could call nerdy/geeky in that my hobbies are collecting retro video games, watching 80s-early 2000s anime, and the like. I feel my hobbies are a turn off to everyone because most people like sports, cars, hunting, and the like. I'm not into things like that. I find myself wishing some of the women in the shows I watch were real. Or maybe attributes of them I suppose. Maybe my standards are too "high" or that I'm wishing for a person like that who will never exist so I convince myself that there isn't a point to try be in a relationship again. Overall, I've grown very lonely and feel like I'm a loser who will probably die alone. Should I just give up? At times I feel like life and everything that comes with it is pointless, that it's not even worth it.