I've had a few posts about this already, but I finally ended a nearly 20 year relationship with someone I suspect is a pathological narcissist.

I no longer have any positive feelings for this person, and haven't for a while. I have wanted this relationship to end for a very long time. I don't know now many hours I spent lying awake in bed daydreaming about one day being with someone who actually appreciates and loves me.

I am not sad about losing this person, but I do feel totally broken and alone right now. I feel like they took everything from me. I know things will get better, but this is the worst I've ever felt in my life.