If you've read anything about how the CIA treats its enemies (hell, sometimes even its friends) it becomes clear that the imperial core uses nihilism, hopelessness, vice and fear to wear people down and break them. Make them tired, paralyzed, or even drive them to do the worst. That is the pathetic, slimy nature of our unfit rulers.
Remember to never give in to hopelessness. They want you to lay down and die. They want you accept your fate like a broken horse.
Fuck that shit. Never stop bucking your rider off. I believe in you.
Every time you live, every time you reject cruelty, every time you try to do right, they lose.
cool get me out of this dump and somewhere i can get healthcare, therapy that actually works, a mean of sustaining myself that's preferable to death, and social fulfilment and we can talk about hope being on the table.