Anyone got any psychodelic but noob-friendly songs akin to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HOz-9FzIDf0? I know it's not very psychodelic, but idk how else to describe the vibe. I hope you get what I mean. Please don't spam with obscure songs though. I also like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qp3b-RXtz4w. I generally like songs not in English, because I am vibing 100% with the expressed emotion with no pesky lyrics distracting me.

Anyhow, as I stated last time, I think I'd be FAR better off doing two part time jobs, so now it feels like the universe heard me, because the offers aren't as good anymore and I ignored them previously, because I was still in the conformity mindest of one full time job.

Due to my health problems, I cannot get a job that is mainly physical or includes heat or exposure to chemicals. I am also very visibly queer so customer facing is also not particularly safe, especially in Ireland. I hate how bad I even feel bringing these issues up (I also reflected lately how my mother would regularly casually refer to me as a "spoiled dog" [I cannot really recall her using my name] and I wonder if it plays a part in it.)

The only callbacks I got were for jobs in my current area of expertise, but I didn't get either and apart from these two offers, there's practically nothing. And tbh I really do want 2 part time jobs. Being a software tester poisoned so many things for me. Whenever I interact with something I keep spotting flaws, thinking of an approach to how to test it. I just want to exist. I also need less hours per day, and I hope part time jobs would result in less hours a day with less days off (0 or 1 would be preferred to me with less hours a day).

On top of that I am still waiting for my surgery date and my resignation period is 3 months, so I'd be available in 3-4 months or maybe even 5 or more if there's complications, which idk. When are the employers looking to hire? It takes them weeks to respond, but I am supposed to be immediately available like I don't pay to exist. :/

I think a nice part time job would be to be an opera or theatre worker, assuming I'd get free tickets or a significant % off, because I always loved going as a small child when school would get cheap tickets, but I have never been able to afford going as an adult.