Maybe it’s because I literally do not give a shit about the company or it’s products or customers. I just want money. In fact, I want the opposite kind of imposter syndrome, where I trick the people hiring me into thinking I’m much more qualified than I actually am get paid a shit ton more money. Yes I know C++, Pascal, Assembly, COBOL. Please pay me $500k.
It comes from your work being completely meaningless, somewhat harmful, and becoming demigods of capitlaism with the skills you honed you make hentai games for yourself as a child.