Dont blame yourself comrade, most of us where on 4chan; its because it used to be what reddit also used to be; A hub of the internet for counter-culture.

Now its just a place for shithead fash to yell at each other, and it was pretty much always this, but being a dumbass teenager can excuse a lot of things.

But it did have a cultural moment of being more relevant a decade ago, not so much anymore.