Fuck. I shouldn't have trusted that dream, things were going too well. Then bam! It had me and wouldn't let go.

The "sleep foundstion" says:

Night terrors are intense episodes of fear or terror during sleep, often accompanied by screaming or flailing. Experts recommend against waking someone up who is experiencing a night terror.

The screaming and flailing is actually to wake up. Either to wake yourself up or have someone hear you and wake you up. The "sleep foundation" doesn't know shit. "Parasomnia", they gave it a scientific-sounding name so I guess they're the experts.

Sure it can be PTSD, or anxiety, but what if there are actually dream entities that feed on our fear? I wanted to write "evil dream entities" the first few times, but now I'm thinking why would they be evil? It's not their fault or choice they feed on fear, the lion isn't evil for being a carnivore and feeding on the gazelle (yeah, there was no metaphor I could think of in which the supposed dream entities aren't the predator lol). But lion might be the wrong one, spider is a better one cause I didn't feel hunted, I felt ensnared.

I had to write this post cause I couldn't risk going back to sleep so soon after, that's how they get you again. After some time the entities move on. But it's probably PTSD and anxiety.

  • multitotal@lemmygrad.ml
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    6 months ago

    We both use cannabis, as it’s proven to help PTSD night terrors; I highly recommend it.

    I actually quit smoking weed (with THC) this year. I've been smoking it a lot to cope with these feelings, but then I saw that it negatively impacts other parts of my life.

    cannabis stops my ability to even have dreams

    Same, or at least it makes me not remember them. I do enjoy dreaming 99.9% of the time, so having vivid and lucid dreams again has been a nice benefit of quitting. I smoke CBD and I find that I get most of the benefits that way.

    We “joke” about an entity like you describe, actually, and call them dream wasps or soul bees,

    For me it is "shadowy" entities (pitch black, like a shadow) and some kind of dog-beast (also shadowy). I was shocked that last night the beast/monster had a form and colour and it was terrifying as fuck.