EDIT: Thank you for all the support. Words really helped me, and I am going to make it. I had to edit this post, because I realize my ex would be able to identify me from it...and she has used social media against me in court before. I don't care if I get identified online...I just don't want my words to hurt my chances of getting full possession of my kids.
Love and solidarity.
As a grampa myself, I admire your courage to face all this and not just lie down, you stepped up to the plate. Whatever happens now, you will have my admiration. I'm sending all my hopes.
I really appreciate this. Knowing I am giving everything I can is what keeps me going. I have a horrible boss that makes fun of me for devoting so much time to my children, saying that they are a waste of time. Basically, I just try to be the opposite of him lol.