its super scary... i dont know how to deal with it.
i just need some laughs
Sounds like you're playing to much Rust on PvP servers. Consider switching to a PvE or soft core server. Some servers even have no KOS if youre not at a monument.
Dork nerd shit aside, have you ever considered ketamine therapy? Some states have clinics already.
Don't let mathew perry's death dissuade you, those "doctors" were his drug dealers and were not administering a therapeutic dose.
I wouldnt be opposed to low doses of ketamine treatment at all.
i had a bad binge with meth years ago, and ive been paranoid since
In this thread to get some laughs as well, feel like shit right now.
Unless you're a politician or famous, it's extremely unlikely that there's a plot to kill you. Not to be insulting, but you're just not significant enough for others to plot murder against.
Yeah, its just mental illness. Every so often it flares up.