Nothing but a ventpost. I've been touching grass and really doing heavy org shit within the empire for a while now and while some comrades are incredible and synthesize theory + human empathy perfectly, others seem to just grandstand as these "scientific beings" that really are just emotionally bankrupt and care zero about anything but "resolving the next contradiction" which is just fucking ridiculous and cult-like.
The world isn't so simple to view things in just this framework and to think that ML-ism will give us all the answers is not only stupid but anti-ML. I am struggling heavy at this point and I beg all of you who are organized to be reasonable and kind to your fellow humans. We aren't just comrades, we are friends, and if you find yourself becoming robotic or forgetting that, you're not a "consolidated communist" you're just fucking traumatized and lacking emotional availability.
I'm going to be taking a break from org work for a few months because of this and some other mental problems, but not before dealing with weird comments about individualism and disappointment and some serious reservations about continuing as a real life communist period.
Eat me up in the comments about how I'm a liberal, or let me know your thoughts otherwise.
You aren't a liberal for being human. It is something to remember that some of us are not the best "people person" types and either need to work on that more, or need to find others who can better do those roles. Using myself as an example, I'm good at being diplomatic, but chatting up strangers has never been one of my strengths; it's possible I could make it one with enough time and motivation, but right now, it's not. Not having that strength will cut off capabilities for me that people who can do that, have. I also have an easier time getting into meta, deep concepts than some, but it does little if I can't present it to others in a way that communicates its value effectively and contributes to the advancement of liberation and the advancement of more compassionate and stable conditions for people.
We have different strengths, in other words, and no matter what an individual works on, they will still lack in some areas. That's one of the reasons organizing together and complementing each other, in both strengths and struggles, is so important.