I've accepted collapse as inevitable and have spent many years watching it happen. The system isn't rational. It treats humans as exploitable disposable resources. It treats the natural systems we depend on for our lives as exploitable resources to be used up and converted into numbers in a bank account. It concentrates power and influence in the hands of those who want nothing more than to maintain the system that benefits them and nobody else. The system will collapse in the same way that the last cinders of a house collapse after it has burned down. We have enjoyed many thousands of years of stable climate but the holocene is coming to an end. Globalism is coming to and end, because most places on the globe will soon be uninhabitable. And it's entirely the fault of capitalism, or perhaps the selfishness and psychopathy that brings about systems like capitalism. And there is no escape. The best you can hope for is to disentangle yourself from it as much as possible so you don't get so burned in the collapse. For years I've been trying to reduce external dependencies, grow my own food, pay off debts, mortgage, haven't bought a new car for twenty years. I don't know exactly what I'm preparing for, but I expect it to be unpleasant. It's become a mission of a sort. A purpose.

I'm not actually sure I'm keeping my sanity. But I don't want to be part of a system that I know is insane. And while I haven't fully extricated myself from it, I do have a plan, and it helps keep me from completely loosing my mind.