I'm glad it's appreciated. I'm sorry it makes you feel inadequate. We're all learning but it does get easier. I don't know about you but when I first started learning about Marxism it was like going back to school, with everything being new. Marxists have a different way of looking at everything and a different answer to every question (compared to the liberal world outlook). I'm still humbled by that when I come across a different perspective on something that I didn't realise it was possible to have a different perspective on.