people are saying such shitty things about me. ill probably delete this, but can some of my comrades just give me a pep talk if your up to in. I know logically I love this place and this is a bad day, but I cant stop crying, i do so much work going out, doing mutual aid, supporting union drives, working with the dsa and psl ect and it doesn't fucking matter because as soon as I vent about the class of people who are giving me a hard time IM somehow stopping racial solidarity from happening. it hurts so bad and makes everything feel so pointless. i feel so disposable. im not gonna debate anyone i just want to chat with nice comrades who care. im actually crying hard over internet shit maybe its my sign to leave.
edit: THANK YOU for the out pouring of love comrade, here, in my dms, and on cytube. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I will be staying. I will be taking a break after this sundays fanon post (its the last one and BEST chapter hope i can see you there) but I shall return even more powerful than before. you guys are amazing thank you again to everyone committed to making this a safe space for BIPOC people to express themselves.
Hey comrade Othello, I heard from another comrade that the white people on Hexbear are being weird again and directing that toward you. I don't know what happened but I just wanted to say that you are not crazy and you're not alone.
I've gotten into fights with other Chapos that have left me feeling betrayed and crying and I want to say it's really embarrassing for these "allies". If they are declaring themselves allies should know better.
The things I've heard them say are despicable and I expect better from people that dare to call themselves anarchists, communists or allies.
Much love from a comrade,