Didn't sleep from Thursday night to Saturday night, and did some late night unhinged posting on my personal socials. Nothing crazy, just talking about cops dying and stuff. Guess some of my cousins reached out to my ma to let them know they're worried, which in turn made my folks really worried. We're gonna have a video call tomorrow and just....hang out and talk.

Was I angry and unhinged? Absolutely. Am I doing better after getting some sleep? Also absolutely. Still feel bad for making people worry, even if I'm not super close with my family. Reached out to a few people and made some apologies.

I think my anger stems from my recent life upheaval leaving me feeling....defeated. That's been leading me to last out. Not at anyone specifically, just at the world. To put it in other words, I'm letting my mask slip. I'm not really talking to many friends about it, which is a clear fault of mine, and something that I can easily remedy. I also met a new person on Tinder last night that I think is gonna be really good for me, for a few reasons that I won't get into publicly, so that's been something nice that's happened recently (date with the commie didn't work out again).

I dont really know what else to say here. I'll be around if anyone wants to talk I guess.

Love you all <3