Showed up to meetings often enough (which is a huge milestone for me with deep social anxiety {if not borderline personality disorder} and ADHD) that I was invited to be a member of my national communist party, I feel super proud and happy to have a chance to contribute, and also it feels like a marker of strides in my own mental health that I haven't flaked out already out of paralyzing fear or procrastination or my lib partner thinking I was weird. :cat-com: