I hate feeling like I'm just allergic to work, I don't know how people just do it, but even easy work gets to be too much for me. I'll get to a point where I feel like I can really do it, but eventually I just get too depressed to get out of bed and go to work. None of my family takes me seriously, they just think I'm lazy, and I can't afford to go to a doctor or take any medication since I find it so hard to work, but even when I could it seemed like none of them took me seriously either. Even applying for jobs feels like a arduous, dehumanizing process. I've applied for disability three times already, and they don't seem to care that the reason I don't have a medical record is because I can't afford to see a doctor. So I don't know what to do right now but be more depressed about it.