I mean, I am human (much as that alone annoys me). A lot of it is I think I don't ever want to be around someone full time who advocates for the genocides they see on their television again (especially not a settler who does), and that's been happening to me a lot lately. Besides, it's entirely unrealistic with what my bank account looks like for me to leave the country and actually find someone I could without reservation, without condition love like that. In Amerika, terms and conditions apply heavily.

So we make do with the lesser clay that we have to work with, even if it'll never form a proper ceramic.