Alcohologram [comrade/them]

Pic is :chefs-kiss: :data-laughing:

ICQ!

Met my first girlfriend on there.

foolo: Fear of only living once. ah fuck.

Argh. Yeah, all the reverence for 80's tropes have been turning me off since before Ready Player One put them and all their cringe on full display. I'm glad it doesn't get much worse than what was in S2 though. Thanks for letting me know.

Is it worth watching? Last I watched was season 2 and there seems to be mixed opinion on whether it went off the rails with the anticommunism after that, along with just getting stale, boring, and tediously self referential. But if it got watchable again, I might give it a try.

My ISP (rural MOFI) keeps dropping me. By that I mean I keep losing internet access over and over and over. I have to reset the router like every half hour (often less) to stay online and even when it works the lag is so bad I could never play games with other people for example). Instead of filing a complaint or something, I think I'm just going to start torrenting the shit out of everything I want. (I don't have a vpn, I'm already broke and spending way too much to even have internet access). If they kick me off, I'll find another rural MOFI provider.

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sorry. I'm pretty messed up. but I'll be ok. someday. probably. I hope. I'm just totally alone. and drunk, so it's poor hexbear megathread readers that are the only human beings I can vent to. and I can only vent when I'm sloppy drunk. apologies, comrade.

help pls. ? pls?? :agony-shivering:

ediiit: so....... nm. Don't help. Leave me alone. I'm s'pose'd be alone.

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got me good.

ok, heres the strategy! The great strategem. The plan. THIS time dems will affect progressive change fer shure. All we have to do is just :vote: It's sure fire this time.

were 2 watch 4 free if no vpn for toe-rent?

edit: seriously though, I don't have a vpn at the moment. Is there anywhere I can safely watch this for free? movies2watch.tv/ only has an episode from season 3.

A brief glance at the synopsis for it, which is all the attention I'm going to give it, is that it's like crypto bro busllshit. No thanks and fuck off hbo. I'm only watching Westworld because it was good like 5 or 6 years ago or something and nostalgia.

I know it's going to enrage me, but wtf is this hbo shit being advertised as "The Anarchists"? Should I even try watching it

Thank you. Truly. But. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to connect anymore. Be it from atomization or just me being socially inept, (probably both) I feel like I've lost whoever I used to be and don't have any basis to connect to other people.

CW: Pathos

I'm alone. And I'm angry too tbh. I really have no one. I am totally isolated from other people. It's my own fault because I'm so ashamed of who I am, I can't connect with anyone. I have an alcohol problem (fwiw, it never manifests in violence or rage, just the occasional pathetic weeping at a wasted life and bitter indigence at a cruel, twisted, capitalist world.) I thought I made a friend, but no, I'm too far gone even for them. I don't blame them, they're in recovery, I'm still navigating a downward spiral and I'm pretty far down into it. Looking forward to the bottom.

yeah well. you too, buddy. :sicko-pog:

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I have to work in a few hours (minor one-off shit. I'm mostly unemployed now) and I'm seriously drunk. Typos are being meticulously fixed. Not sure I can pull it off. Betting on the help of a cold shower. Shit, even less time now. Better take another swig. Nah. Better not. Or...?