I think you can try both at the same time actually.
You got an awesome taste from your friends on what clothing design can be. Do you have a theater in your school, or a local professional one? You can try costume design for more of the "this is what it's like as work" idea. I'm not going to lie, you might even find work as a sculptor in theater, but your background in sculpting will definitely feed your experience as a costume designer or even just in costume construction. So you could spend two years in consume construction as a hobby and decide that's what you really do, then move into a master program with fashion design.
When I was in elementary school, one of my classmates went to the hospital because of those things. She was picking them out of her dog's fur and putting them in a cup.
Unfortunately, her cup of water was right next to it, and she swallowed a bunch of these bastards instead of a nice sip of water.
That devastation and these other horrific feelings you have right now are proof you're not a terrible person. I know this is extremely difficult, but please don't put weight on the thought that other people think you should die. They don't understand the intensity of your feelings, or the thought patterns that put you in this situation
These next few weeks, til after your trial, are going to be the most difficult you'll experience. You don't deserve to die, you deserve to have the truth of the situation out in the open so no one can question you. What happened wasn't your fault, and in the future you can protect yourself a bit from this happening again. I'm really sorry that someone found a way to hurt you in the most insidious and specific way possible
You've been deeply violated, and it's really normal to feel guilt and shame to the point of suicidal ideation/action after such a deep betrayal. I have a different pd, but I recognize a lot of myself in the pain you've expressed. Maybe you could bring up ptsd when you get into therapy again? Our brains are very susceptible to it.
I'm sorry you're going through this, and you don't deserve to die. You have a disability, I really hope your lawyer can get that fact across to the people who need to understand it.
They're equally likely to form in the Atlantic and Pacific, but are affected differently by el Nino and la Nina. This is an el Nino year, that's why so many have formed in the Pacific this year. As such, there should be a reduction in Atlantic storms
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