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  • FoxyFerengi@lemm.eetomentalhealth•i was manipulated into doing something awful
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    7 months ago

    That devastation and these other horrific feelings you have right now are proof you're not a terrible person. I know this is extremely difficult, but please don't put weight on the thought that other people think you should die. They don't understand the intensity of your feelings, or the thought patterns that put you in this situation

    These next few weeks, til after your trial, are going to be the most difficult you'll experience. You don't deserve to die, you deserve to have the truth of the situation out in the open so no one can question you. What happened wasn't your fault, and in the future you can protect yourself a bit from this happening again. I'm really sorry that someone found a way to hurt you in the most insidious and specific way possible

  • FoxyFerengi@lemm.eetomentalhealth•i was manipulated into doing something awful
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    7 months ago

    You've been deeply violated, and it's really normal to feel guilt and shame to the point of suicidal ideation/action after such a deep betrayal. I have a different pd, but I recognize a lot of myself in the pain you've expressed. Maybe you could bring up ptsd when you get into therapy again? Our brains are very susceptible to it.

    I'm sorry you're going through this, and you don't deserve to die. You have a disability, I really hope your lawyer can get that fact across to the people who need to understand it.

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