me too please ive only seen the first

thanks I'm more of a flighter than a fighter anyway

omg whoever fae is is so lucky... fae definitely loves you back and was so happy to see this post that fae nearly choked on faer coffee...

i want to watch this

fr its probably gonna be a dead day so tell me what's new with y'all! for those who haven't already otherwise posted (and I HAVE BEEN READING)

yes, it is worth it! that at least I am confident about

god I wish that were me

aw i hope you can get there too

talkign to people irl

tbf most of the people i talk to IRL are ND in some fashion or are like work people and i'm very comfortable in that role so

Exactly this You're gettin it now!

i sure have changed a lot in the past couple of months!

you ARE cool if you write music in trackers

it leaves me drowned in anxiety sometimes

yes. yes... sigh... it is such a struggle at times. makes me very glad for the little breaks I get from being a Human Adult(tm) when I can just become a lesser creature and everything can be simple.

Also, text conversations can be helpful too.

Their inboxes full, their minds full, with our incredible yapping...

fuck yes I love this framing. my messages are a gift lmao, why would any reasonable person be upset about them? I never feel bad receiving messages from people, so this really should be one of those "treat yourself how you treat others" moments...

how dare you, funko pops cannot be cuddled

that makes sense

But for me, at this point I get more anxious about ambiguity than anything else. There are situations where it's like, if I could even tell clear-cut whether it was my fault, I could deal with it better. I tend to get huge spikes of anxiety when there's no sensory input, socially, like I don't get any feedback...

Same same.. Its so difficult. The ambiguity is killer...

This is awesome, love to see it. There is no "right number of times" for anything social related!

YES. I am working on internalising this.

A+ comment, I completely relate to this. I think there's a grain of truth to this:

my brain is using this like a chew toy, I'm making myself anxious for fun!

for me too, but my current theory is that being miserable is the easiest thing in the world. I want more than that, though, so I fight.

this looks cool, I am a baby using Ableton 9 on Wine because of the built in synths but native Linux build...

its beautiful

oh shit we're gonna have to make some memes about this

i think it takes time, i think people start to recognize posters over a period of time and then eventually the stars will align and you'll have a over the course of a few days ... and if it happens more than once, well, then I mean I guess you're friends now. After a while you start to feel comfortable ... maybe one of you asks for a Matrix account, or you DM on the bearzone... and uh then sometimes things evolve from there but I digress

but fr idk I have no idea how to intentionally do it, it feels totally by accident and its kinda scary to think about how if i missed a post or two i wouldn't have met or gotten close to at least two people who have had a big impact on my life, but lol I am so so so glad to have taken a chance and posted a bunch.

❤️

i am so grateful you are trying, honestly, my heart still skips reading things like this, and I'm so happy to be able to reciprocate