Can we talk about The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog? How it, as far as I can tell, just fucking appeared one day as a silly little free game? How it was a several hour VN with decent art and writing? And especially how my partner and I fucking loved it to bits? Look at this guy: 
I don't even remember what happened in it but it was like unironically good. Thanks for reading.
I am mapping out the family tree that led to his hyphenated name right now in my mind.
Yes, I woke up at a stupid hour because the microchips are making me feel weird. Usually getting vaccinated is like a kinda shitty experience where i have to take a day and a half off of work and just lay in bed whining but this time I kinda spent the day with someone instead and it was really nice, and my anxiety fell asleep so I could talk more freely. So ... Thank you, vaccine brain?
its possible I am one of the luckiest people alive
Thank you so much !! I am grateful that you have that attitude of being able to make things yourself when they don't exist. And I know what you mean about typing things out helping you process and make it stick in your mind. I did something very similar a couple days ago going through an RSD thing, haha.
Update: cuddle pile is a long term goal but seems promising. Also it is the middle of the night and I can't sleep because vaccine ow
Hey, just want to say I contributed to that thread and I'm sorry have made you anxious. I think everyone else here is right and thats not "funny pills change your sexuality" and its more that being your unrepressed self helps you explore new possibilities. I got told this silly thing 15 years ago about the meds and I didn't really critically examine it until today.
I know its a bit late for me to respond to this now, but I hope you're feeling better. And for what its worth, I have anxieties about my feelings towards someone i care about changing too sometimes and don't have great answers other than knowing that the fact that I worry about that makes it clear that I really do care about their well-being, even if the anxiety can be disruptive.
(I hope this isn't too presumptuous) I hope you feel better.
The other thread makes some interesting points about it possibly being more about us exploring ourselves more authentically outside of the realm of compulsory heterosexuality ... maybe that explains it for both of us? I think I like that explanation better than funny pills making me straight lol
this explains so much
i didn't sleep well and i have to get vaccinated today, i just want to cuddle people but instead i have to work, truly sad
it happened to me too! I was exclusively into girls before HRT (as far as I knew and know) but after I was like "oh some guys smell nice..." and now its kind of a whole pendulum/dual thing for me that is frustratingly complicated!
my boyfriend is listening to Chapell Roan again and he just looked at me and gave a goofy grin and said "this one is pretty gay"
my partner was talking about bands that were talked about in high school and he just said "Nippleback" and i am dying
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I know this post is a few months old but I just want to say thank you for the post and this comment, this helps so much to read your extremely well-articulated experiences.
i think you just did just say it
i had a great time thank you for hosting!
no problem :3
no problem, it was still a great time thank you so much for hosting :3
I think there is a way... recognizing the feelings is such a huge step and some people never get to the stage you're at. I am just a broken person out somewhere on the internet trying to figure it all out too, but I do feel confident that you can get through this despite all of the society and the familial factors that made you this way, because I used to struggle with self-hatred & shame a lot in the past too and I'm still alive and I think I've made a lot of progress. Today I feel joy and proud of who I am, which are not things I could have felt years ago. I refuse to believe it's joever for anyone, because I believed the same things back then.