Yeah I initially got a compsci degree (while very lib/not caring) thinking this will be the thing that is easiest to do while making a comfortable amount of money to survive (already hated capitalism before I knew what it was).

Turns out it's not even easy, it's ridiculously competitive now. Then, as I learned more, I started to hate it. 90% of jobs here are either: Raytheon/Lockheed shit, or health insurance (let's create a way to deny your claims with x% more efficiency!)

That plus my significant issues (might be autistic or something) means I might just give up on work entirely.