That's fucked, and I'm sorry to hear you're going through this.

If you're unsure about college to go to, it's really all the same, especially if you have stuff you still want to figure out.

I applied to the college that would get me out of my house fastest and just having some distance from my home life gave me a lot of breathing room. You're already working hard and it sounds like getting a chance to rest and heal will do a lot to help