I had a slip up earlier so I had to reset the clock. Hell I even got a rubber band on my arm I snap myself with to take my mind off it. Technically I'm over 24 hours but I'm counting earlier as a relapse so it's hour one. I'll try and provide updates daily with how I feel. Hopefully posting on here will give me a sense of responsibility.
Little bit of that. I found myself getting into extreme stuff that left me disturbed and uncomfortable, so I wanted to stop it all.
That's what happens when you spiral down that
pipeline.
First it's
clean your room! Then it's maid porn, catboy porn, then fully automatic autoerotic mass production porn.
That's where you choke yourself, right?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autoerotic
The choking yourself thing is auto-Asphyxiation
I was going off
posting the wanking farm on his public twitter feed and having his daughter go "too much dad".
I would never joke about the whole choking thing. RIP Robin Williams. If it's getting to the point where you're chasing the dragon on something, and are self aware about it. Then yeah stepping back is a healthy thing.
Robin Williams? I thought he had a bad reaction to some treatment for a chronic illness and ... umm.. self terminated.
David Carradine went out that way though.
You're right it was an earlier movie of his refrenced in the reports I was remembering
cw suicide
https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/general-news/robin-williams-autopsy-confirms-death-746194/
___After searching through Williams’ iPad, which was near his body, Investigator D. Harris found only web browsers open to information about medications. A sweep of his iPhone revealed no texts or messages that indicated he was suicidal.
“There were no reflective devices or pornography near the body” the report says. The investigator says he “frankly asked” if Williams had any “history of autoerotic asphyxia. Mrs. Williams stated that he did not.” However, one person interviewed said Williams had worked on a movie years earlier in which his character’s son accidentally died by autoerotic asphyxiation. That person added that “the scene was very difficult and emotional for Williams” and he may have researched hanging during filming.
Fuckin hated that movie too... got about half way through it before i had to throw in the towel.