That's right, folks, it's my third fucking Leslie post of the day and the Leslie posting does not stop. I aspire to be even 1/1000th as based as Leslie was. o7
Up for discussion this week is anything from chapters 3 through 6. These discussion points kinda majorly fucking suck and y'all are free to bully me for them but I'm trying my best here.
- What did you learn?
- Was anything eye opening to you?
- Are there any misconceptions about particular aspects of the trans community that have maybe been torn down?
- Did anything make you reflect on how you view your own gender identity or expression?
- Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
- Are there things that brought out intense emotion? (ex: literally all of chapter 5 filled me with miraculously even more hatred for this shithole country)
- Did you learn anything new about the medical hardships that trans people face? What are your thoughts?
- Was there anything that really reaffirmed your beliefs as a leftist? - Please, God. If you're there, please strike me down; this is terrible but I just can't stop.
Rereading through this book now being as comfortable in my body as I am and actually paying close attention, it has shaken me to my core. My eyes have been blasted wide open so hard that I'm not even sure how the fuck I even identify anymore and that discomfort has motivated me to try using the pronoun tags to experiment a bit. So uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... yeah. That's something. O_O
This thread will be featured for 24 hours then will remain pinned in !transenby_liberation for the remainder of the week until next Saturday. Rinse and repeat one last time.
original thread
week #1 thread
pdf download
epub download
chapter 1 audiobook - Huge shout out to comrade @futomes for recording these. No words can truly express my appreciation for this. Thank you so much. ❤️
chapter 2 audiobook
chapter 3 audiobook
I've been thinking about the page one quote since first bringing up the idea for the group reading over a month ago and why it is that I feel such difficulty in choosing. I really don't fit squarely into either one and that's fine. Some days I feel like identifying as female just doesn't feel right, but I'm not at odds with medically transitioning - I'm insanely comfortable and confident in my skin actually.
I've turned out really fucking feminine and am at a point where even randos address me with female gendered language voluntarily but it still feels... weird. I thought I would've adjusted by now but I only feel like I've escaped the confines of one box that I fucking hated and hastily moved to the other without any consideration for anything else because that's all I knew at the time.
Lately that high of "wowee I pass and I'm lowkey a baddy - time to be your standard fem trans gal and raise some hell" has been rapidly fading as I grow more and more comfortable in my skin and I'm coming back and telling myself like, "now hold on, this feels cool and all but something still seems out of place". I can't think of better descriptions for how I feel overall than the last two passages, I just feel like neither or like a blend. I enjoy being "on the bridge", haha. The past couple months I've even found an obnoxious level of comfort in presenting in a more femininely androgynous way, if that makes sense.
This is as far as I've gotten with these thoughts. Don't know what to do with all of this information yet, but you can rest assured I'll use ChapoChat to diarypost about it when I figure it out. Thanks for coming to my TEDTalk.
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