We really do live in a society, huh? 
You'd think I'd be numb to all this shit by now. But I'm just sad.
We broke the 2-degree threshold in global temperature increases recently. Media shrugs.
Covid spike yet again. The media tells us to harden up or die.
Everything fuckng sucks. Wages suck, prices suck.
The people protest, they rightfully don't want to boil from climate change or the genocide of Palestinians. The capitalist government says fuck you and arrests them. Very cool and democratic.
Death, disease, poverty. Everything is falling apart. I feel powerless. Like I'm watching the murder of something beautiful and all I can do is watch. The powers in charge of this are monsters. All they seem to want to do is make everything worse and anyone who doesn't agree with fucking up literally everything is labeled an extremist.
Shits traumatic.
Your thought process is bourgeois, liberal, even religious. Self-crit.
Noone is pretending here but you, like the hero in an action movie. You're not being honest, you're being gullible. Educate yourself, become a comrade, build solidarity, engage in struggle. You will never understand violence until you understand contradiction and materialism. These aren't shibboleths, you can't just say the words to join a group you have to apply them. Your fantasies doom us all