I don't mean with BetterHelp or some other shit advertised on a podcast. I was looking up some therapists on psychologytoday.com and noticed so many do it online. There are some in person ones near me but they are still like a 35 min drive. I guess my side of the midsized city im in doesnt seem to have much.
You seek advice through anonymity because your parents weren't available for communicating emotional needs when you were young.
I recommend drugs.