The nurse practitioner I'm seeing about my ADHD diagnosed me with bipolar disorder

She literally could not have surprised me more if she tried

This makes no sense to me but it's scaring me a lot :(

I don't really remember having manic episodes? Depressive maybe but it's usually after something bad happens to me and not really consistently....

I told her I put off making this appointment cuz I've been feeling really bad recently, then she just asked me a few questions like if people say I talk too much sometimes or if I do things impulsively and prescribed me an antipsychotic (aripiprazole) wtf

I asked some family and they haven't noticed anything like this... idk :(. Has this happened to anyone else? Am I just in denial? I'm afraid to take this drug she gave cuz I really don't need to be even more tired all the time... or tardive dyskinesia or something (unlikely, worst case)

  • PaX [comrade/them, they/them]
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    9 months ago

    Yeah, you're right. I guess I'm just harboring such a bad attitude toward this purely out of anxiety tbh. Like you said, the label itself doesn't change anything about the experience.

    it's basically a rite of passage for a late-diagnosed ADHDer or autistic person to collect at least one mood disorder before arriving at the correct diagnosis. If you're AFAB or PoC then you can pretty much expect to run a gauntlet of mood disorders before you reach the finish line.

    Oh yes, 100-com% lmao, it took me years going through the gauntlet of medical bureaucracy on and off to even get this far