Honestly its rude to be invited by a country to meet their president who decided to respond to your criticisms of their administration only to not show up and go meet the opposition.
Being invided and then no showing shows complete disregard to basic diplomatic Etiquette since it was a mission to show solidarity against the embargo
Bonus socdems being cringe part 4.5: about another member that didnt show up to the presidential meeting
Show
Deeply unserious people
That sucks.
If you can find 1 other comrade you can always start your own org or chapter. Not that it's easy but it is a uniquely valuable experience.
I am literally afraid to express my political beliefs in public and am certain that I would lose my job too
Understandable