Saying “quit meth” is cheating + I’m kinda trying anyways.
I’ve always had problems with food/eating since I was a kid, but it’s gotten pretty suck. I think part of what made me stop being able to see myself as femme was, in fact, becoming so thin, with my gaunt face and bony hips and what I think is some sagging skin from rapid weight loss (I’d really like to get rid of that shit too, especially on my neck).
Last couple weeks I’ve been turning things around, starting to eat more, but I have a difficult time with appetite, and this pickiness I’ve had since I was a kid. Most things I could buy ingredients for and “make at home” are unappealing. I keep going to the store to buy food and walk out with fucking candy.
It’s unhealthy but ice cream usually does it for me. I was pretty underweight for my height and extremely bony but after eating ice cream everyday I’ve managed to gain lots of weight over a month. It also helps if you eat a lot before you sleep because the metabolic rate slows down during rest which means your body isn’t working as hard to burn off calories if you were awake. There’s loads of ice cream options too and they’re all pretty good, it also helps if you let it melt so you can drink it. I say ice cream instead of milk because ice cream has lots of sugar which turns to fat
Ice cream is a staple of the tweaker/junkie diet, so I can confirm. I can’t stomach ice cream too much though. :/